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I wanted to use this first blog post to put a few thoughts into words. This blog is not a place for hate or distasteful comments. We all make decisions and have free will. Sometimes, hasty choices are made without careful consideration. When we make mistakes, it can be easy to look for someone to blame. However, it's important to reflect on our actions and understand the consequences of our decisions.

Our loved ones leave us, which can bring about pain and grief. In difficult moments, we should appreciate the time we had with them and recognize that they are no longer suffering. As I stood beside the hospital bed of my husband and had to decide to turn off the machine that was keeping him with me, I realized I cared for him too much to let him continue living in that condition. My father passed away peacefully, and while I miss him every day, I know he was ready to move on from a life of pain.

My children are very important to me. Although I have let them down many times, I hope we can heal together and strengthen our family bonds. I love each of them, as well as the grandchildren, and look forward to the day when we are all together again. The healing process has begun, and any support is welcome.